Monday

An attempt at letting it go

So, after a disgustingly dramatic weekend, I feel drained. I feel emotionally and mentally drained. For those of you who are like me-think too much, worry too much, analyze too much-you know how exhausting it is.
I got myself into a stupid situation by opening my big mouth and trying to stand for something. What I ended up with was a whole mess and misunderstanding. Now it's "over", but I am still so angry. All day today I have been running that conversation through my head, and every single time I feel that I could just spit fire! I have more to say, I feel disrespected and slapped in the face, even though I know I shouldn't. Have you ever felt like you have been had? Like maybe you started out strong, feeling opinionated and indestructable...and suddenly you realized you started this battle that has nothing to do with you really and you want nothing more but to escape.
How do you cleanse your life of tainted people without alienating yourself from everyone else? I can't find a way to stand for something without pushing everyone away and feeling isolated. It's a lonely feeling when you know in your heart your judgement is accurate but no one else cares to see it.
Alright, I know this post was vague.com, but I needed to vent!

-A

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