I forgot!

Okay so there was a new episode of Rescue Me on Wednesday (sorry dudes, it's Friday, it slipped my mind!) and let me tell you-I am still shocked and again, disturbed (this show disturbs me a lot, maybe that's why I love it? I'm a sicko) because a very important character SHOOTS HIMSELF. Yep, you read that right. And it was Jerry! The Chief! And of course throughout the episode they just happened to have scenes with him in which he is showcasing how wonderful of a man he is (i.e. at his son's commitment ceremony with his boyfriend, he gives this loving and beautiful speech that just made me love him more than I did in the beginning) and then OUT OF NOWHERE the last scene is him using mouth wash, then putting the gun in his mouth and then you hear a gun shot. I was still, without movement, silent, as was my boyfriend. We just sat there watching the tv like, "WHAAAA????!!!" Horrifying and...depressing. Not only did they end with that scene but a new episode isn't back for another 2 weeks! Okay and, I missed last week's episode. What is going on with Sheila and the whole fire-escape situation. I thought she died? And I have yet to watch the last 3 episodes of season 3 so I am totally lost on how Johnny dies. I LOVE THIS SHOW.

-A