Mo' Money Mo' Problems

Sometimes, I am the laziest piece of human being ever. I have a full time job that is money: so disgustingly easy and filled with benefits. Not insurance benefits...more like, getting-to-sit-on-my-ass-and-read-gossip-all-day benefits. With all of that in mind, I still sit here whining to myself about how badly I just don't want to work, which consists of walking back and forth to the fax machine or like, sending out letters and titles. So pathetic, am I.
I probably need a 2nd job, too. Eventually I will...that's a lie, we all know I won't. I already work full time and I'd like the keep the sad social life I have. I have debts, sure. But I just cannot find the motivation to say to myself "I want to work double shifts 3-4 days a week". If I didn't spend so much I don't think I would have to work a 2nd job...we'll see if i can get that little habit under control. As I typed that though, I laughed, because I am such a spending machine that to try and control it is a ridiculous thought. Ugh! Money, problems, money, problems. Hate it.

-A